i have to

berhabuk diari aku ni.

lots of thing happened made me realize woahhh i'm growing up so fast man it's scary.
i'm not quite ready yet. i'm still the old ain that dusnt know how to make decisions oh her own and voila it's already the end of year 2011 and my 21st year. God. how scary is that when u think back u have no contributions to the world, to ur life, ur deen.

and i'm not ready to face the obstacles that are coming ahead of me.
i'm not ready for more backstabbing
i'm not ready for more lies
i'm not ready for people leaving me
i'm not ready for more mistakes that i even dun realize
i'm not ready to take risks
i'm not ready to be the leader
i'm not ready to become an adult
i'm not ready to make decisions

but, rather than i'm saying i'm not ready why not say i have to be ready.

i have to be ready to be in the society
i have to be ready to face problems
i have to be ready to have more backstabbing
i have to be ready for people leaving me
i have to be ready to lead
i have to be ready to decide

i have to be ready to grow!

i heart malaysia, i can do it!

i have to study hard and accomplish wut i want to achieve in the land of pecel(hate that fud!). for the sake of my beloved malaysians. as they already serve for me. in turn i will serve for them. i love u, malaysia! in order to do that, i will encounter all the obstacles that come ahead and cope as much as i can. be it, pain from heart to butt. i will! i will! i can! i can do it! i must! i have to do it! <3

p/s: saNkyu chingu! saranghae! <3 <3 <3

humankind --> heartless monster there ever lived.

nobody seems to understand me. yeah. . . it's hard to understand one's feeling if we're not in his or her shoes ryte? but at least can u pretend to at least understand one's feeling when they're feeling rather down. well, we can't expect anythin ryte. at the end, it's me all alone. always like that. today, sum1 told me i'm the kind of person that judge ppl easily. well, i hefta change abt myself. see, it's not hard to say wut u're happy abt me. it'll solve everythin. i will try to change that fact abt myself. another fact abt humankind--> they find ppl's mistakes so hard to deal with but so hard to find their own mistakes, so deal with it! that's just plain humans.

A/N: ok, i HEFTA start to polish my english back! help! i'm a fish!

holding back.

humans don't realize wut their mistakes are. yes. by humans it includes me in.

sumtimes we din know that by teenie tiniest thing we cud be hurt.

vulnerable as we are, we hefta hold it back.

and

sumtimes we think that we're always ryte. yes. always.

the world has to go according to us.

that's just how ppl r.

that's just how life is.

harsh.

so just take it n bear it.

A/N: xsyiok la gigi jarang. makan jagung lekat celah gigi. hmmph.

I Guess It Is.

[12:55]

CM: "Was our friendship worth only this much to you?"

YH: "You...don't exist any more."

T.T

"A friendship that can end never really began.”

it fell hard.

boboiboy, perintis upin dan ipin!

assamalamualaikum all!

for the past years upin dan ipin has been a cartoon that has so many followers

be it local or overseas, Indonesia.

when i first came to Indonesia we went to buy things at GIANT(yes, Indonesia has GIANT:P),

then we were surprised by the cashiers when they say: "eh, upin ipin..."

and we were like, "aaa....." cause apparently we were pretty much unaware of how explosive upin ipin is in the land of pecel, Indonesia, esp in Java.

later on whenever we go, we will be called either upin ipin or kak ros.

once my friend got called by 'kak ros' name 3 times in one day. 

she was like do i look like kak ros dat much?

and now, we can see so many things with upin dan ipin printed on it.

u name it, pencil case, shirts, bags, and even bedsheets. everything. i mean, everything. and everywhere. 

u can say that i'm so proud to be malaysian during those times.(eventho not single episode i watch)

they were like so into upin ipin, unlike some of malaysians(din even watch UI, including me:P)

and everybody knows UI, my groupmate even memorized the lines in UI.o.m.g.

and only just now!

i came across some blog and found this.

it's called boboiboy! yehaaa!

 

haaa...cool isn't it? so charlieissocoollike lah kan.:P

eh tlgla, sgtla rusty BI aku, tukar mode ah------------> BM

ha, psl boboiboy, aku xsabar nk tgk kartun ni! tiba2 semangat nak sokong industri kartun tanah tumpah darah dan air keringat mata. boleh jadi perintis upin ipin lepas kartun geng. 

dah tengok dah video kat atas? cool kan graphic dy? suka2...cantik...

aku suka tgk cerita ala 3D...kartun 3D lain yang aku suke tgk---> Jimmy Neutron, besh! alaa...Jimmy neutron yang ada rambut cam jambu beranak terlebih bulan ada jambul cam jo jambul tu....hohoho...

pastu pastu....! Winnie The Pooh! haaaa....jangan bagi aku cerita sume kartun2 yang aku suka, tak kan habis! sikit je lagi....----->Bananas in Pajamas....chop! bukan 3D lah. akekek...hohoho..

haa, episod ni lah aku dan kawan aku tengah tengok sebelum kapal api cap kapal limau datang melanda rumah pink tiga tingkat kitorang noktah jap ok .

serious, boleh pulak kan tengah mengkaji-kaji sejarah UI pastu embak rumah aku panggil dengan suara nyaringnya-----> anak-anakku!!!!! turun!

haaa....apa lagi malam yang sgt brsejarah itu banyaklah keluar identiti2 dan bakat2 terpendam seperti identiti Rihanna (bajuuuu....seksi nak mampuih!nsb baik pencegah maksiat tak mai orang kedah habaQ) dan pemenang pertandingan pakai baju dalam masa 3 saat lah kan....

baiklah, bila nanny dah mengarut, mulalah xpaham kan....

okeylah i nak layan anime jap----> lovely complex! the midget otani and gigantic Risa! hohoho...

kasihan baru nak tgk...hohoho...episod 2 temen2! 

last but not least, congrats to our talented director Mohd. Nizam Abdul Razak  also the creator for Upin dan Ipin! yay! i can see improvements there! gudluck! fighting! :)

13 mac aku menanti! alaaaaaaaa.....dah balik Jakarta, nak tgk live dari TV3! sob3...

A/N: rusty tak rusty BI aku skema gilalah ayat sebijik sebijik....takpa...satlaagi cheQ gabuih dengan minyak sapi bagi gilap. and kapal api tu rumah aku kena longsap ngan api skala 2...haa...punyalah mengucap tak henti2 malam tu....hohoho...mlm ni pun...:)

Mood: gatal, by gatal i mean really gatal....itchy!

Location: land of pecel

Music: Abracadabra by Brown Eyed Girls